It has been almost a year since I last entertained the thought of composing a post. I figured no one would miss the absence and I didn't feel that I had a large enough following to even notice my exit. I was right, no one notice except one person; myself. (Well maybe a few other's and I thank you for coming around)
This platform became flat and uninspiring a while back and I felt that I used it as a pity party. I became sick of myself on here and wanted nothing more than to shoot the person I became. That is why I opted in the idea of not returning. In retrospect this platform was very healing and allowed me to sprew out the negative space I had in my life. The last 5 years have been a challenge. I have dealt with many relationhips in my life fragment and somewhat fall apart. I have had to take on new perceptions of people and with that I had a broken heart. I pretty much felt blown up. My self esteem, basically was shot to hell in a handbasket. But lately I am missing this as an outlet. I have secluded my thoughts and myself from the outside world for long enough, and I just feel I need to let my fingers dance upon the keyboard once again. I don't know if this platform will be a place of resurrection or rebirth.
But I just have to rejoice in seeing this screen.
The fog has lifted
I missed you my friend.
I have missed you.