I said I wasn't struggling.. I am really at a point in my life where there have been some trials and tribulations to personal to write about that have weighed heavy on my heart.
I am heavy, but I am fine. I am sad, but I am fine. I am being challenged and I know that I will and am taken care of, but it doesn't disregard where I am at this moment. I am standing strong in my current life and I am trying to find the right tools in my box to make it work and come out positive..
I do worry.. A lot.
I am trying very hard to realize that some things are better left NOT figured out. That I may never find the reason or the answers, and that is okay. Day to day is all I am dealing with. I pray that words said and actions taken will be received with an open heart.
I pray for strength and courage to continue walking my walk...
and one day soon this cloud of "whatever" will lift and the sun will warm us again.
I know it sounds dramatic, but I am in it rather knee deep and it sucks.
