Anniversary's of death, do we call it an anniversary? How about a remembarance of a passing. January 5 is the day we put my father to rest. I would note the year but for some reason my brain doesn't want to compute. I don't want to remember how old I was when I lost him. I don't want to recall the beginning of a year that well started tragic and lasted what seemed like forever.
I wrote about it here last year. I am thinking about him so much today. Missing him. I miss him on a daily basis. Something about this date though just sits there and keeps pressing my heart. A date that changed the course of my life and myself FOREVER.
The little girl in me remembers, but the grown woman in me is missing you
and longing to have a simple conversation.
I love you dad!
I miss you Dad!


I remember the year, and where I was sitting when I found out. It was if something I knew to be no longer was and it was hard to grasp. I cannot imagine the pain you felt and feel.
Posted by: Bethe | January 10, 2012 at 02:33 PM